I wrote that on a little inspiration card I painted.
I have it hanging in my cube at work.
I see it every day.
I know it to be true.
And still…I forget the simple truth of it.
I forget that I can choose to focus on things that make me happy, or I can focus on what is bothering me, what is bringing me down.
In general, I am a happy girl and don’t have much difficulty finding happy, joyful moments. Tilting my head up to the sun and putting my arms out to fly in the wind on nice days. Watching thunderstorms. Smiling at the flowers.
But still, even then, I can still forget that I can choose happiness. I can choose to focus on joy (go visit the amazing Brandi for all sorts of stuff on focusing on joy…she is the original Joy Rebel, and has the army to prove it!).
Things have been a bit challenging lately. B is unhappy with work. I am not in love with what I am doing. We have both been feeling stuck. And yesterday, yesterday was not a good day. Nothing earth-shattering. Nothing major in the grand scheme of things. But still, it ended up with me crying on hubby’s shoulder (which is something hubby shoulders are good for).
But the worst of it…I was only focusing on what was WRONG. It became all I saw. It felt like all that was there, it felt like all I could feel.
And then I remembered. Happiness is a choice. Happiness is something I can choose to focus on. It’s in my power. It IS a power.
And today, I did just that.
I’m wearing a fun head scarf and twirly skirty with black canvas sneakers today.
I drove in to work, blasting Keeps Getting Better by Christina Aguilera and Womanizer by Britney Spears, bopping along and singing at the top of my lungs.
I am doing a photoshoot tonight for Flying Mermaid Photography.
I set up some coupons for people who did free sessions with me to help me set up my portfolio, to hopefully start having some photo sales.
Choosing to focus on happiness left me not feeling so stuck, not so overwhelmed with what was bringing me down.
Nothing has drastically changed. What was bothering me yesterday is still there today. But I’m not making it bigger by focusing all my energy on it. And that made all the difference.
I’m choosing happiness and fun and joy today. And it is something I can always choose.